Dear Anybody,
Haven't posted in a while it seems. Sorry, though I'm sure no one is actually reading this. I realize I'm a very negative person, what can I say, I'm pessimistic.
So I'm going to be hanging out with two of my friends on two different days next week. On Wednesday I'll be hanging out at my artist friend from 12:30-1:00 to around 9:30ish - I forget if I mentioned making a book out of my short stories and having her illustrate them but yeah that's why I'm going there, also to hang out cause I miss my friends but that's the main reason - then my best friend will be coming over that Friday to play Undertale (no idea what time). We're going to record it and put it on my channel. I some how have over 200 subscribers now. It's mostly because of my batman AMVs but some people are actually watching my gaming ones.
I've really wanted to make a game recently. I bought an RPG maker program(RPG Maker 2003) and a character hub for it (one was $19 and the other was $14) and got a free point-and-click game maker too. I'm going to see if my artist friend wants to work on a game together too.
My original plan was to get ALL of my friends in on the idea of making a game - because two are good artists (one of which is going to college for animation, not the one I'm hanging out with Wednesday though) and the other two write stories like I do - but I'm sure they're all very busy with school and such. I'm the only one who's not tied down with college classes or a job and I'm the only one still living at home. Which isn't bad because I don't handle change well anyways.
I've really forgotten exactly what I've written before so I'm sorry if this has repeats from other posts. I recently looked up good jobs for people with anxiety and writer is the number one option. I've also read that my personality type always wants to grow up to be a writer. Anyways, my cousin has written/published books before and told me that if I came up with something she'd be able to help me out. So I think if me and my artist friend can make a book together we can make some money. (I would split the money evenly in half with her of course because I know how much work drawing/art-related-things are. Writing is kinda hard to but it's much easier than art in my opinion.)
I can't for for next week so I can see my friends again. I have to go to the store to get some chocolates for my best friend. College has really been stressing him out. I follow him on twitter and feel so bad that I can't help him out at all. I probably wouldn't be much help anyway but I would still want to help.
I took an open-book test for my photography course and got 34/35 only cause I miss-clicked one of the answers. I have three photos to take for an assignment. One has to capture movement (blurred or not, but showing movement), the second has to have a narrow depth of field focusing on something with a VERY distracting background (Which will be blurred because of the DOF) and the third has to have a very wide DOF and have a "feeling of distance" and be an outdoor photo. I kinda want to wait until there's snow outside for my third photo but I might have to take it before then. I started the course in June and it's an 18 month course so it's only been six months so far but I have 5 other units to complete within a year left. I know I shouldn't slack off with it but I was stuck on aperture and memorizing f - stops.
Here's an attempt at the order without looking: f/2 f/2.8 f/4 f/4.8 f/8 f/11 f/16 f/24 f/32 f/48 f/64
Now here's what it the order actually is: f/1 f/1.4 f/2 f/2.8 f/4 f/5.6 f/8 f/11 f/16 f/22 f/32 f/45 f/64
So I missed 5 out of 13 and made up 3.
I plan on posting the photos once I take them and after I submit them. Once I do I'll be assigned a teacher and they'll send me comments on the photos.
I've been trying to write a book recently but I think I could make it into a better game than a book. Maybe I could do both. Tell the story within the game... wouldn't be able to use as much detail as in a book but I could try. It's not only the fact that I need some sort of income but I really want to make things that people will enjoy. I mean it's really kinda selfish cause I've always wanted to be recognizable and memorable like how people know about certain Youtubers or bloggers. I mean one of my unreachable dreams is to be likable enough that someone makes fanart for/of me for one of the games I play or something... It sounds really stupid but I just don't want to fade into the mundane background of life and be forgotten.
Anyways, that's enough pointless rambling for one night,
Until next time,
An Introvert
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